I'm looking back for the last time! Depression, we're through! I'm tired of you controlling my thoughts, my emotions, my decisions, and my life! You've never supported me, but you've always tore me apart. You never lifted me up, but you've always held me down. You never made me smile, but you've always made me cry. You never encouraged me, but you've always pointed out my flaws. You've been the most toxic relationship I have ever been in! You've drained me, suppressed me, oppressed me, beat me, abused me, bound me, held me back, and I'm done! I know I've said this before, but I want you to know that this time, it's different. Cuz when a woman's fed up, there ain't nothing you can do about it. And I've had it!
I'm taking back my life, my smile, my laugh, my happiness, my beauty, my mind, my heart! I'm taking back everything you've ever taken from me! I'm sick and tired of dragging you along to work, church, birthdays, parties, my home, my bed! You've been nothing but a heavy weight and I'm tired of you hovering over me! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!
Now, don't get me wrong, I know you won't leave without a fight. But I'm ready to duke it out! I'm fighting for me this time! I'm worth it! I'm kicking you out in the name of Jesus! And you have no choice but to bow down to His great name! And another thing, in case you even think about coming back, you won't encounter the same woman you knew. I will be stronger, wiser, happier, lovelier, kinder, and more fierce than ever!
Now that I've let you go, I can cling to the one true relationship that will never go wrong, my Abba! Father, I'm sorry for not seeing it sooner. The world was so tempting and depression had it's claws sunken into my mind so deeply, but thank You for Your power and strength to break up with it! I take hold to Your hand and I dedicate myself to You! You never tore me apart, but You've always supported me. You never held me down, but You've always lifted me up. You never made me cry, but You've always made me smile. You never pointed out my flaws, but You've always encouraged me! You've been the most empowering relationship I've been in! You've strengthened me, uplifted me, loved me, cared for me, freed me, and pushed me forward! I'm Yours wholly and completely!
I will walk in my purpose and the calling that You have for me. I love you Father! Thank You Jesus for Your sacrifice! Thank You Holy Spirit for leading and guiding me. I will follow You all the days of my life, and I will no longer look back at my past!